Ambiguous.

And yes, eventually, I fell for him, for the way he showed care to me.

I remember one day, after he sent me home my parents wasn't back yet and he came into my house to accompany me. He laid his head on the pillow at my lap. His face came really close to me. Butterflies grew in my stomach. He asked what would I do if he kissed me. I don't know if I did blushed but my blood rushed quickly to my face. I did not know how to react. I hoped that he just kissed me without asking or letting me know. I love surprise actions.

From that day, our relationship became more closer and we acted like couple in other people's eyes. We decided to go out on the 14th of September. The excuse for us to date each other was to show Khai around Pavilion. Hahaha. It have always been like an excuse for us to date because asking each other out is awkward. As usual, he picked me up from my house. Difference is, he held my hand in the car. I did not reject him because I didn't want to. Duh. After we arrived the destination, after he parked his car in the parking lot at Fahrenheit 88, after he pulled his car's hand break, he kissed me for the first time. One thing I liked about it is that he did not ask.

"Is that our start?" I thought.
He did not ask me to be his girlfriend, all he did was holding my hand and went like "What if Khai saw this?" of course I went like "Let her be then". That answer wasn't clear enough for that dumb dude of course. I just wanted him to ask me. But he only asked whats our relationship now. Dumb. But I like. The best relationship usually begins the most unexpectedly.

I didn't know I would be this deeply in love with him.